Reset

Some days you just wish you could regroup and get it together. Today would be a model day for a perhaps wristwatch activated day resetter (patent pending). Things just falling apart thank God work has been slow.

The more youthful me had a common strategy for dealing with days like this. In a single word summary the term would spell out, Avoidance. It was always easier on days like this to simply call it in. Regroup. Rethink. Slack off. Play some games. Nap in the middle of the day, not be able to sleep that night. Rinse and repeat for tomorrow as I will now be of heavy eyeballs and countenance.

The me approaching thirty has diverted his course and now we can reflect on what exactly caused todays events.

1. Yesterday I came home lazy and it will now cost me. I admit I am going through a bit of the depression stemming from a variety of useless topics.
2. Inaction created panic. This morning was a mess. Had to do something the second I woke that I had forgotten to do the previous day. This caused me to be late for work, plus now I have to act at %200 percent to compensate.
3. If I had not slacked today would have been a swim.

The heavy handed moral of the story is! You may mentally check out of the day, but that doesn’t mean the day quit as well. In fact, when you quit the day, the day will screw you just to let you know that it can’t be quit. The race is never over.

*****French update*****

I keep drifting into a Spanish accent. I’m more than ready to quit this whole interest. However I truly believe it’s a skill that is worth obtaining and fighting for. Ha, and were not even to day three yet!!